I do the best i can to keep some parts of my life separate. Because i know thats the best way to deal with everything. I know one side doesn't want to hear me go on and on about the other and i've come to accept that...
But sometimes its just really hard to keep everyone happy. Sometimes it's so hard to listen to what they say and pretend i'm okay with it. It's hard to have to keep my two sides a secret from the one another...
I wish you would just accept things the way they are because i'm happy.
I wish you wouldn't judge when i can hear.
I wish i wouldn't feel guilty leaving one side to hang out with the other.
I wish i was stronger but i'm not.
I wish i could make these two sides ONE.
But, i'm just wishing.. theres nothing i can really do but hope.
I want my Reese. 45 days <3
