Ouch... this just made me cry for an hour. Fuck Myspace... It just reminds me of him and how much I loved him.. and how much he loved me /:
Fuck me! Dammit! I hate love. Cause guess why.. you love someone with your whole heart and you end up getting hurt. Thanks Myspace for reminding me not to ever fall in love or trust anyone ever again.
No one ever reads my blogs anyways but if theres someone whos actually reading this and wants to read me and Caseys conversation from 2 years ago... have fun. Start at the bottom of the conversation. Cause this is some old ass Myspace formats.
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From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 10:30 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Lol, Cute (:
Well, I Really Really Like You Tooo.
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kC
To: Sara. /:
Date: Mar 31, 2009 10:29 PM
Subject: RE: (:
most of the time, i just really really like you (;
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 10:23 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Danggg Every Single Time?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!
Hehehehehehehe (:
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kC
To: Sara. /:
Date: Mar 31, 2009 10:20 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Yeah everytime :D
ha im getting them just talking about it (;
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 10:16 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Really?!?!?!?!?? :DD
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kC
To: Sara. /:
Date: Mar 31, 2009 10:14 PM
Subject: RE: (:
(; ha thats funny because when ever i know im going to see you i get butterflies, especialy when im walking to aylas and i know your there<3
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 10:07 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Yeah! I Always Do When I Think Of Youuu. (:
<333
Lmao Thanks Its My Fav Shirtt (;
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kC
To: Sara. /:
Date: Mar 31, 2009 10:03 PM
Subject: RE: (:
:D did you really?!
(; i love you so much ill always love you<33
oh yea i like that shirt your wearing in that picture(:
And your eyes i've never seen eyes like yours i love them(; i guess i just really love that pic of you (;
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:54 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Well Stop Thinking About Me & Do Your Homework! (:
Really??
(:
Dayummmm I Just Got Butterflies In My Tummy (:
I Love You So Fucking Muchh.
& Your Everything I've Ever Wanted. Ferr Real. Your Amazing (:
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kC
To: Sara. /:
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:49 PM
Subject: RE: (:
:D your all im thinking of ha i can't even do my homework now(:
I love you like i've never loved anyone before<3
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:39 PM
Subject: RE: (:
I Love You CDL<3
With All My Heart (: <3
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kC
To: Sara. /:
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:37 PM
Subject: RE: (:
(: I LOVE YOU SCAN<3
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:31 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Idunnooo About That (:
I Love You A Wholeeeeeee Lot (:
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kC
To: Sara. /:
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:29 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Your wrong :)
I Love You So Much More (:
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:27 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Nawwwwww (:
I Wuvv Yeww Wayy More (:
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: kC
To: Sara. /:
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:26 PM
Subject: RE: (:
(; Well I Wuv You More ;)
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sara. /:
To: kC
Date: Mar 31, 2009 9:23 PM
Subject: RE: (:
Wow!
Whatevsss (:
Heheee
I Wuvv Yewww (:
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CIDDLE (11-11-09<3) says
:D I wuvv You to <3SARA<3 !
Mar 3, 2009
SimplySara<3 says
Awwww! :D
I Wuvv You Casey! :D
Mar 3, 2009
CIDDLE (11-11-09<3) says
(; Of course really!:) I cant even explain how much you mean to me like no joke(:
Mar 3, 2009
SimplySara<3 says
:DDDDDDDD
Really?
Mar 3, 2009
CIDDLE (11-11-09<3) says
:) You really dont know how much that means to here you say that (; I never want to loose you again either idk what i would do without you.
Mar 3, 2009
SimplySara<3 says
Yes Really. (:
I Love You So Much Casey.. (:
I Don't Ever Wanna Loose You.
I Really Really Don't, You Mean The World To Me.
Mar 3, 2009
CIDDLE (11-11-09<3) says
:D Really?! That means so much for you to say that:) You mean everything to me:) I would do anything for you(;
Mar 3, 2009
SimplySara<3 says
I Love You Too Casey Dwight Luoma (:
You Mean More To Me Then You Will Ever Know (:
Mar 3, 2009
CIDDLE (11-11-09<3) says
:D i really do love you so much! :) SARA CHRISTINE ANN NEUMANN<3 :D
Mar 3, 2009
SimplySara<3 says
AWW! (:
Samee Heree!! :DDD
Mar 3, 2009
CIDDLE (11-11-09<3) says
:)FOR REALLLLLLLL!:) I cant get you off my mind:)
Mar 3, 2009
SimplySara<3 says
):
Awwwww :DDD
For Real? (:
Mar 3, 2009
CIDDLE (11-11-09<3) says
Lots of stuff:( but mostly you:)
Mar 3, 2009
SimplySara<3 says
Lots Of Shit /:
Whats On Yours?
Mar 3, 2009
CIDDLE (11-11-09<3) says
Haha me too cause now im in a pissy mood haha:):/ So whats on your mind?
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So there ya have it. I'm so mad at myself... I was almost over him too.. and let me clarify. When I say "Over him" I mean im over wanting him to come back to me and im over waiting for him because it wont happen. He fell for my best friend. That seems to happen a lot. And people wonder why I dont have any friends that are girls. I can't fucking trust them... But, I'll never ever ever not love Casey. Cause you bet your ass I will love him until the day I die. And I really mean that. I will never stop loving him. Ever. He'll always be "The one that got away"
That boy still has my heart. And probably always will. Unless some day, if theres a guy brave enough to steal it back from him. I'm waiting for him. Patiently.
I have the biggest fucking headache ever now. Thanks tears and heartache...
So basically this is whats up... If your going to come into my life, you better plan on staying in it. And if your just gunna leave me someday. Go fuck yourself and don't waste my time. I can't take much more of this getting to know someone, loving them and then they leave. I'm done with it.
Thankyou and Goodnight.
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